Sorry, I have been MIA.

Im back making time to write again.I know I misspell words and have tons of grammatical errors but when inspired you just got to go with it. so todays thought.... Im noticing the less editing you do will turn out to be the best version of you. The philosophy, book and my blog is centered on what it means to "Drive Naked". Its a way of life being unedited and real with yourself and others and is not always pretty. You don't slam your thumb in a door and say, hmm i think that was a bad idea. No you say "fuck", that hurt. Just be real. SO many people get lost in faith bc of what ideals this world brings. Im just saying is allot of bs and faith should never be hard, painful, make you feel un loved or desired. God like many Parents is unconditional loVe.


So this inspired todays blog


There are many things we must unlearn in life, let go, heal, liberate and set free, allowing our greatest potential to grow. Spirtually, emotionally and physically. You knowing your self worth is more then what others think of you. Look in the mirror , inhale gratitude exhale gratitude with expectance.

You are No less then everything in the eyes of God. We will be forever learning, children, student of our faith. Thats called spiritual growth and just because you have a strong faith doesn't mean your just at the finish line, no its a constant relationship ,constant reflection the most intermit one of all. thats baring your should to the universe in which god created, transparent , authentic, and perfectly flawed. Thats Driving Naked with God "".


By growing and freeing yourselves from the things and people that bring you anything but love laughter or peace in CRITICAL to your health. Trust me this life is short and when you loose yourself, often times you find your self. I saw this image and thought; "you know the book "forgive to forget came to mind. when when you completely give yourself to God and hold yourself accountable you should feel safe that there should never be anything you can't take to God. Share those things you feel taped bc your not pressing the grief, loss, failure etc. But that is life and the only way healing takes place...remeber healing is not just a bloody cut healing is much more. we all need it from time to time.

I say this all the time. Be expectant of the holy spirit to move, heal and have a good day a work, even though its work. Try waking up and just smile for know reason. little good sparks turn on in the brain and even for a second makes you want to thank you for waking up and lets have a good day. COUNT how much less your days are that your depressed or mad at something or some for not going your way.what do you have to lose, try it God wants you to say,"listen I need....We are not meant to do this Life alone. So don't worry about carying the weight of something you can never share, free yourself . and true freedom is living without permission. So don't carry the extra baggage, keep it to a cary on and not a cargo plane . GC ©

Be Brave, Brave LoVe™

I read a post and as many things day to day I now after 6 years in the war of tbi I now can relfect and not have to react fight and question, hate myself or what has happened to my family and I. it is So true and necessary for us all to truly move forward to love freely. Our selves and others. Healing and recovery does happen.I know allot of us survivors have a hard time with this. I did. it was not only hard but for a time I didn't care if it was hard because I thought it was over for me, to much lost, but there hasn't been a second I ever lost the presence of God and my faith. I say my faith because we experience abandonment from family and friends such a catastrophic magnitude. Certainly through our journey in recovery it his horrid, scary and at times we have all thought of giving up. I can assure you by sticking together we are not only never alone but loved and supported.

Its taken me 6 years to even remotely resemble who I once was, but in the process I have had no time to grieve no time to not fight for my life but now Im grateful and still God as given me purpose and I will always do what I can for my fellow survivor. Its hard to be thankful for the pain however I told god when i was 17 years of age, I want to know you all of you and he did not only answer me at the time in italy on a pilgrimage but somehow made all of this make sense to serve humanity.

He has used my talents to keep me alive. I never thought my gift of music would save my life so many times. yes the seizures happen , I can never tour again because we never know how we are going to feel but agin in the last 6 months no cane from my spinal fusion but i am playing even if its just for a little bit. The light, and noise sensitivity sometimes I can't even look at a screen or it can trow me into a seisure but I have learned the balance we must have in life something I never practiced. I was all or nothing black or white and now I am what I am day to day and thats enough for me. But to get here my friends we do have to forgive which does not me we forget.

No one can understand us more then us and certainly those of us in which our lives were taken from us. Forgiveness and Peace were very hard but one evening on the beach in tears in excruciating pain I said it out loud and let it go. One of the hardest things about being a survivor. But know this we are not just survivors we are warriors of light and when we are light, even in the seconds that we may feel it, embrace it, it remains in us and on the days when it is dark, horrifying, I always know I can reach out and not be judged in my pain, not feel selfish or guilty for asking for help. I at times were embarrassed. But peace was never something I truly understood until I long for it. Be Brave my friends , Brave LoVe™. When we brave love, that equals peace forgiveness understand trust and faith all in one simple yet most complex conquest known to mankind..LoVe...That starts with you. Let yourself cry let yourself learn to laugh again even if it takes years.Be brave. 6 years later Im alive I walk a mile along the ocean, yes pain becomes an alarm clock that never seems to let up but even that I had to make friends with it, understand it, learn my body, its there but its not my existence anymore, I am not controlled by it. Instead I have learned many things. To be grateful in a way I never imagined. Again, be Brave Love yourself enough to forgive. Your quality of life depends on it. Lv to all of you - GregCosta